Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Farewell Talk

How can we reconcile ourselves to the Will of the Lord?
How can we reconcile ourselves to God?
In the Webster’s dictionary there are 2 definitions for “reconcile”
The first says, “to make ourselves consistent and compatible with something”
The second says, “to reestablish a close relationship to”
I want to talk about those two definitions as they apply to the opening question.  How we can make ourselves consistent and compatible with the will of the Lord and how we can reestablish or strengthen our relationship with Him.
Starting with – How do we make ourselves consistent and compatible with the Lord?
Consistent – constantly, continually, regularly
Repentance – must do consistently if we hope to be reconciled to God.
Isaiah 1:18
Red dress and white tank top – Red from the dress rubs onto my tank top and turns it pink.  Even after so much effort and work it still remains pink. No matter what mom magic is applied it never turns back white.  So the concept in this scripture AMAZES me! That the Lord can turn us fully white again.  Make us clean and pure.
Elder Maxwell quote – Repentance requires both turning away from evil and turning to God…  full repentance involves a 180-degree turn, and without looking back! (Alma 5:12–13.) Initially, this turning reflects progress from telestial to terrestrial behavior, and later on to celestial behavior. There can be no real repentance without personal suffering and the passage of sufficient time for the needed cleansing and turning.
We have to realize repentance isn’t just a one time thing or just for large mistakes or transgressions.  It’s like Elder Maxwell said it changes us from Telestial to Terrestrial and eventually to Celestial.  That means it doesn’t just apply when we DO something wrong.  It applies also to sins of omission – when we DON’T DO something we should.  When we’ve neglected or aren’t consistently practicing something. 
An example for me is my morning prayers.  I super struggle with saying my morning prayers.  It takes constant effort and reminders to turn away from that undesired behavior and turn myself more to the Lord.
Alma 34:32-34
Starts out talking about this life being the time to prepare.  This life is a probationary state.  We came here for two main reasons – to get a body and to be tested.
I like how Probation was defined in the dictionary – a testing or trial period of a person’s conduct and character.  What better way to test and try a person’s character and conduct than through hard and challenging experiences.
Life is the test.  Challenges and trials we face are the questions.  How are we answering them?  What grade will we earn for our character and conduct?
Love the knowledge of a Probationary state – We were sent here for a reason.  “Time to prepare to meet God” “day for us to perform our labors” Goes on the say, “not procrastinate day of repentance”
Now is the time to change.  Repentance is an opportunity for progression and self-improvement.  Why would we want to procrastinate it or put it off?  Yes it’s hard and involves some suffering, but the end result is so much more beautiful.  To go from scarlet to white as snow.  Repentance is a gift. Are we using it to better ourselves and our lives?
How do we reconcile ourselves to the will of the Lord? Repent – continually try harder to turn our hearts and wills to God.  Pick something each day or each week that can help us to do so.  Use our probationary time here in this life to repent.  Use repentance to prepare ourselves to meet God and better our lives.
Next definition of reconcile is reestablish a close relationship with.  How can we strengthen our relationship with the Lord?
Mosiah 3:19
anyone you have close relationships with you call a friend – exact opposite is an enemy.  How do we make sure we aren’t an enemy to God? 
1.      Yield to the enticings of the Holy Spirit.
2.      Becometh a Saint through the atonement of Christ the Lord
3.      Become as a little child – submissive, meek, humble, willing to submit to all things
Yield to the enticing of the Holy Spirit –D&C 11:12-14 – This scripture tells us what things the Spirit entices us to do.  It helps us to do good.
The world around us is loud and busy and hurried.  We need to take time to be still. The scriptures refer to the Holy Ghost as a still, small voice.  We need to be still so we can hear His still, small voice.  We have to pay attention to how it feels so we can recognize it in our lives.  It feels different for all of us.  Think about how it feels for you and remember that for in the future.  So you can follow the promptings of the spirit.
Becometh a saint through the Atonement –
Only through Christ that we can strengthen our relationship with the Father.  As RS PRES of my student ward last year in my setting apart meeting, my Bishop counseled me to more fully apply the Atonement to my life.  It was something I really had to think hard about and try to do.
How can we better apply the Atonement in our lives?
Sacrament – The sacrament prayers say – willing to take Christ’s name upon us, always remember Him, and keep His commandments – need to make a conscious effort to do these things throughout the week.
Take His name – Kassie high school example – Her senior year was my first year at the school.  Even after she left I was “Kassie’s sister” – teacher’s expected me to live at the same level and be a person of as high a caliber as Kassie.  Peers expected me to treat them with kindness and be a positive example.  Finally I realized it was a compliment.  Same way with Christ.  If we are taking His name upon us, we are acting the way He would act, living as He would live.  That other’s might look at us and say that’s Christ’s sister or brother.  When people look at us, do they see Christ?
Always remember Him – interesting scripture Helaman 12:2-3 – how true is it that we remember the Lord more often in our trials and hard times than in the good times.  When things are all working out and going great the Lord has to find ways to humble us to bring us back to Him.  ALWAYS remember Him.  In the good and bad.  In the good remember Him with an outpouring of more gratitude and praise.  In the bad remember Him by exercising more faith, patience and humility.
Become as a little child – submissive, meek, humble, willing to submit to all things
We don’t know why we face the challenges and struggles and hard times – but trust in the Lord.  Trust that He knows why.  That He is our friend and our Father and everything we go through He does for our growth and benefit
In my Humanities class at BYU this past year we read a book entitled Candide – It’s kind of a Job story, Candide is a man who loses everything he has.  At one point in the book a man says to him, “Why are you even still trying? You have nothing left to live for.”
Candide replies, “Troubles are just the shadows in a beautiful picture.”
Think about paintings. Without shadows a picture is flat and dull and lifeless.  Troubles and challenges in our life are what make the painting of our lives beautiful, gives it depth and meaning.
We need to be as a little child, as a child would trust it’s parents, trust the Lord that He knows better than we do.  Trust that He is painting our lives into a masterpiece.
We can reconcile ourselves more fully to God by making our behaviors consistent and compatible with His will and by reestablishing or strengthening our relationship with Him.  As we do that we will find that we are happier and we will be able to know more fully that He is always with us.
Sister Tasha Faye Sharp

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

These are a few of my favorite things!

My Mom is the best EVER!  I love her SO much.  She is such an example, support and strength in my life.  This is us at the Salt Lake Temple before I got to go through for the first time! :)


My sweet nephew, Aiden.  What a bursting little ray of sunshine this kid is.  He is such a blessing in my life and quite possibly (easily, in fact) my favorite person in the world... and he's only 6 months old.  Imagine what will happen when he gets a little bigger ;)

Preston Benjamin Rutter.  Possibly the very best friend I've made this year here in Provo.  Such a great guy.  Amazing friend, incredible Priesthood holder, and one of the funniest guys I've ever met.  He's taught me so much about living and loving and leaving people better than you found them.  I was so lucky to be able to serve in my BYU ward as Relief Society President alongside Preston as Elder's Quorum President.  What a blessing!  I hope I do everything I can to keep this friendship going forever :)

My roommates. And Slurpees.  McKenzie Lowe, Stalina Schummacher, and Me.  Dang I love these girls.  I am so blessed to have them as my roommates and friends.  They keep me on my toes and keep me laughing. Truly a witness to me that our Heavenly Father is mindful of us and sends the perfect people into our lives at the perfect times.


 Not abiding by Liberty Square restrictions.  Liberty Square is the name of the complex where I live.  Before the 4th of July they handed out this lame Memo that said fireworks on the premises where not allowed. So naturally we had to buy some and keep them perfectly out in the open on our table, with the memo atop them. Apparently there's a little rebel inside me.





Fireworks!  And the 4th of July!  Definitely my favorite holiday.  Being with family and friends, celebrating the amazing country we live in, making pancake breakfast with Kylie Bills, barbeque lunch with my ward, water fight with Michael Carter, James Holden, Daniel Stuetz, Marissa Blake, Charne Van Jaarsveld, Courtney Carroll and Caitlin Gogarty, outdoor make-shift concert with Yorktown 12, meeting a new friend, Rachel Carter, and a slight sunburn. What more could a girl want!?!


TEMPLES!  I love the Houses of the Lord.  What amazing places.  Truly they are refuges from the world and places of powerful revelation.  More than worth every sacrifice and struggle is takes to live worthy to go there.

Kylie Anne Bills.  My super great new friend.  Also my Relief Society Secretary.  This girl is AMAZING!  Also, she is an exact replica of me.  We are so similar that sometimes it scares me.  I love it though!  She's one of those people that when I met her for the first time it didn't feel like the first time.  Definitely felt like I'd known her forever.  Another friend I hope to keep in contact with no matter what.  Seriously I LOVE this girlie!

Rain. I love love love it!  Random Summer rainstorms are the best!  I've had many chances lately to take a run in the rain.  There are only a few things that I love more than running in the rain.  It just clears my mind and is the best outlet.

Laser Tag! A new found talent and joy of mine. I dominate.  Yep I sure did take first place.  36 kills and only 4 deaths in a half hour.  Oh yeah!

Living, learning, loving, and laughing!  Life is amazing!





 

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Opening My Mission Call

Here's the video of me opening the call for all to enjoy :)

I'm going to the Philippines!

So I'm a little behind with the blogging but life has been a little crazy.  On Wednesday, June 8th my mission call came!  I have been called to serve as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.  I will be learning Tagalog and will preach in the Philippines.  I am SO excited!  I leave September 28th to enter the Missionary Training Center in Provo, Utah.  I'll stay there for 2 months and attempt to learn the Tagalog language and then I'll head to the Philippines for another 16 months!  I'm so excited for the opportunity to share with the world the restored gospel of Jesus Christ and all that I believe in and love.  I know this is the only true church on the earth and that all of it's teaching are true and I can't wait to help others feel of it's truthfulness.

I have to give some advice to my sweet nephew, Aiden.  He's the reason I even started this blog so I thought I'd give him a little shout out...  Even though you're little now and and won't understand this yet, in 19 years I'm so excited to watch you embark on this same type of adventure as you prepare to serve a mission.  If ever you even consider possibly not going I'll kick your little butt.  My advice is to live the gospel.  Read the Book of Mormon as many times as you possibly can and learn as much as you can about it and grow to love it.  Follow the examples of your parents, stay close to them and listen to what they teach you.  Go to the temple often and grow close to the Savior.  Then no matter what storms or temptations or trials or struggles the adversary throws your way, find things daily that make you happy and help you to laugh.  Then you will always be able to stand steadfast.

The blessed white envelope!

After I opened my call up by the temple.  I cried... but happy tears... and only a baby bit.

Garett, Ryan, James, Dan, Jared and Me.  These guys are in my ward and they are awesome!

Chandra, Jessi and Me. Being weirdos. We were all really hyper and excited :)
Jessi Fay and Tash Faye. Dang I love this girl SO much!


Me and Lexi Bracken.  This girl is amazing!



My Grandma came all the way from Idaho to come with my mom and surprise me and be there to support me with my call.  I sure love both of these incredible ladies a whole lot!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Lost in living...


I got a little behind in blogging so here’s a catch up entry.  Sorry.  The last month and a half of Winter Semester was CRAZY.  To say the least.  Every teacher was behind in the material they needed to cover, so instead of cutting it out of the Final test they all decided to assign extra homework.  The only class that ended on a high note was my Mission Prep class. I LOVED it!  I seriously want to go on a mission SO bad!  But we’ll get to that in a minute.  My Winter semester is over and I am officially and Junior!  Not that it really matters because I’m behind in the classes I need for my major so it’s going to take me longer than two more years to gradute…but oh well I guess.  I’ll figure it out.  I don’t remember if I said  or not that I decided on a major.  PE Teaching/Coaching with Chemistry Education as my minor.  I’m really excited for it.  I applied for the major and was accepted and could start classes for it starting this August.  But I think my life might head in a slightly different direction for a little bit.  Say about 18 months... but, like I said, we’ll get to that in a minute.
March and April seriously flew by.  So much happened in so short amount of time.  I wish I had taken more time to write the events and things that happened to me.  I had a lot of good times with my roommates and I’m sad I didn’t document them in the moment.  I didn’t even take very many pictures :( I need to work on that.  But here are some of the few that I did happen to take.
Kristen and me studying for Finals.




My epic kite flying skills
Me and Katheryn post kite flying
Check out our sweet Batman kite!

On our last Sunday of Winter Semester we took a few pictures and these are my two favorite.
 
Kristen, Me, Jillian, Ashley and Kara
Weirdo me and my super cute roomie Ash
 These are from the last day of Winter Semester - April 21st
Last night together before Jessi, Kristen and Heather moved out
Katheryn, Heather, Jessi, Kristen, Me and Ashley
The girls of Madison 1 plus Preston and James - two of the coolest guys EVER!
 
 For the Ward Opening Summer Social on May 2nd we went to this huge park and played some games.  They had a volleyball net, a kickball field, and the best playground and swings.  I spent the night playing ultimate Frisbee with 15 guys (yes I was the only girl... haha just like in high school... I guess some things will never change... which is fine with me).
Kyle, Preston, Erik, James, Me, Ryan and Michael - BEST TEAM EVER!
 
Ok now to mission stuff.  Yep I’ve decided for sure to go on a mission.  It’s not just contemplating it anymore.  It’s for sure.  My appointments are all finished and my papers are ready I’m just waiting for my Stake President interview on May 24th and then I can submit them!  I’m so stoked!  I just want it to get here already.
So some more exciting news is that I was called to be the Relief Society President for my student ward here in Provo.  The Relief Society is a women’s organization within the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and my ward is the Provo BYU-Single Adult LDS 35th Ward.  I’m really looking forward to serving in and magnifying this calling.  I know I’m going to learn and grow so much more than anyone else and I’m so thankfully for that opportunity.  Something that I have to keep reminding myself about is that the Lord can qualify those that He calls.  I know that I have been called by God to this position and if I turn my life over to Him, if I make my will consistent with His, then He will make me equal to this task.  I know that the Lord can and will do that for anyone and I love it.  I love knowing that He can make up what we lack, and not only that He can but that He WILL because He loves us SO much.

One last thing I have to say is a great bug huge thanks to my Mom.  Thankfully I was able to spend the evening of Mother's Day (May 8th) with her.  But I owe so much to my Mom.  She is such an amazing example and support to her.  I am what I am today because of her love and example.  All that I know about living, learning, loving and laughing has come from her.  Thanks Mommy for being the best friend and mother a girl could EVER have.  I love you a million trillion times to the moon and back plus more.  "Lot you mosquest!"
 

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Dancin' in the Rain!

I love the rain SO much!  And I love puddle jumping even more!  Today was the most perfect rainy day EVER and my roommate surrendered to my childish excitement and went puddle jumping with me after our classes.  It was so fantastic!  I don't remember the last time I had that much fun.  It was free, easy, and the joy it brought was contagious.  It seriously took me back about twelve years to when Kassie and I used to cut holes in black garbage bags for our heads and arms and then go outside to play in the rain, bounce on the tramp, jump in the best puddles, and splash in the gutters.  I found a new challenge for myself today: not let the seemingly bleak events and experiences of life get you down.  The lesson I learned is this: each rainy day, has the opportunity to shine brighter than the sun.  Each dreary trial or tribulation, has the opportunity to bring a smile to your face.  We just have to let it.  We can choose happiness or misery.  Let's choose happiness daily, whether rain, snow or sun.  A quote I've always loved says, "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain." Live your best, learn to dance through life, love what comes your way, and find a reason each day to smile and laugh. :)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I hope they call me on a Mission!

Last night I went to best fireside EVER!  Well maybe not ever but it was pretty awesome.  It was a pre-Missionary fireside by Elder Gene R. Cook.  He is an emeritus general authority who has served in the Quorum of the Seventy Presidency and multiple times as a Mission President.  He and his wife came to speak to all potential missionaries and of course I attended!  It was amazing.  It was one of the best firesides I have ever been to.  Sis. Cook bore a powerful and sweet testimony about the importance of missionary work and the truthfulness of this gospel.  Then there was an amazing musical number by a guy majoring in musical performance.  He sang ‘Abide with Me’ and it was the most beautiful arrangement I had ever heard!  The spirit was so strong.  Then Elder Cook spoke on why it is important to serve a mission, how to prepare, and the blessings that follow full-time service.  At the beginning of his talk he did something really neat.  He had us all think of a question that we had that we needed an answer to.  He then had us say a quick prayer asking Heavenly Father to help us get the answer.  He then promised us that if we exercised a little faith we would have the answer by the end of his talk.  It worked for me!  Of course it did - “My word shall not pass away, but shall all be fulfilled, whether by mine own voice or by the voice of my servants, it is the same.”  (D&C 1:38).  And “I, the Lord, am bound when ye do what I say;” (D&C 82:10).  Anyway, it was just super cool and I got the confirmation I’ve been seeking.  The closing song was “Hark All Ye Nations”, a hymn I’ve sung many times but that I’ve never really paid much attention to.  The text of the last verse hit me hard.  It says:
Chosen by God to serve him below,
To ev’ry land and people we’ll go,
Standing for truth with fervent accord,
Teaching his holy word.
                       And the chorus:
Oh, how glorious from the throne above
Shines the gospel light of truth and love!
Bright as the sun, this heavenly ray
Lights ev’ry land today.

I hope in the very near future to be chosen by God to be one of His full-time missionaries, sent to teach and preach His holy word :)
Live, learn and love the gospel! I know that when we do, joy and laughter will flood each day! :)

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Poke a balloon! :)

So today was my Saturday shift at work.  Usually work is nothing of consequence really, but I just had to write about today.  I started the morning out by taking some arrangements to a Stake Center for a funeral service.  I got to the place and started in with a large vase of flowers.  A woman came rushing to hold the door for me and greeted me with a warm smile and “Good morning!”  Then her two daughters, maybe 10 and 12, were so sweet to take me to where the arrangement went.  They commented the whole way about how beautiful it was and how nice it was of me to do the flowers and deliver them for their Grandma’s funeral.  They were absolutely adorable!  And so sweet.  The littlest one said to me, “Thank you so much Miss,” and then started to tear up! Ah! Adorable.  I just kept thinking how proud their Grandmother must have been of them.  Definitely smiling in Heaven :) I just wanted to tell them how much she loved them but I couldn’t quite find the words… I did get the feeling that they knew though. 
   
I then had a casket spray and an easel to unload and decided (since the walk was a pretty long one around the building) that I would move the delivery van to the back of building where it would be close.  I pulled around, got the easel out and made my way to the door.  But of course they were locked.  I thought, “Great, I’m going to have to walk all the way around and then back to open these doors…”  BUT WAIT!  Not so.  A man came to my rescue and opened and held the door for me.  He was so polite and kind and asked what else I needed help with.   I told him I just had one more thing left and if he would just hold the door for me.  On my next trip in there sure were 4 men holding the doors, one man following me thanking me all the way into the room, and a woman waiting in the room just gushing about how beautiful and perfect the flowers were.  I asked if there was anything else I could do for them (feeling a little guilty because I had gotten so much from all of them and felt like I had given little in return) but they just thanked me even more, told me that we had really helped to make the day special, and wished me a wonderful day.  Sheesh!  What an amazing family!  I walked back out to the van, only to find it GONE!  Haha just kidding.  I couldn’t help myself.  Really though, one of the men had closed it all up (I had all of the doors open to get the arrangements out).  And had started it and turned the heat on (it was a bit nippy, and raining outside).  I thought it was so kind.  Definitely not necessary on his part.  I hope Sister Venice Kratzer knew what amazing family and friends she had.  I can only imagine the kind of lady she must have been to have a family so kind and sincere.  With all of the love I, just a stranger, was given from her family, she must have had SO much more and must have given much herself.  It was really touching to me to see, that even in the midst of death and sorrow, these people were celebrating life and reaching out to others in love.  I realized that’s something I need to learn better.

There was also another delivery that had quite an impact on me today.  It was a balloon bouquet to a little boy celebrating his 2nd Birthday.  His grandparents had ordered it for him.  I walked up to the door and rang the bell.  A woman answered with a little boy at her feet.  He looked about two or three so I chanced it and looked right at him and said, “Everett, these balloons are for you!  Happy Birthday!”  His eyes lit up and he did THE CUTEST little jump skip of joy and giggled.  He was adroable!  Oh my heavens.  SO CUTE!  I handed him the balloons as his mom thanked me and explained to him that someone sent them to him for his birthday tomorrow and they would read the card to find out who it was from.  Then as she signed for the delivery, he set the balloon weight on the floor and most of the balloons were at his height and he started poking them, just giggling ang laughing.  I couldn’t help but laugh with him.  Laughter definitely is contagious.  After that, as I drove the 15 minutes back to the flower shop (and with no good songs on the radio) I thought about all that I learned since I was two.  I can’t even remember being two, so I must have learned a lot since then.  But what I learned today is that I’ve also forgotten a lot.  I’ve forgotten how to Poke a Balloon and giggle.  Forgotten how to laugh at the simple joys of life...    
So today I'm telling myself:  
Live your best each day, Learn along the way, increase in Love
and don’t forget to Laugh!